Your Eyes (het, CH, add: epliogue page 46, FINISHED, link page 47)
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fatefellshortthistime_x
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Your Eyes (het, CH, add: epliogue page 46, FINISHED, link page 47)
Title: Your Eyes
Rating: NC-17 (sex and violence)
Pairing: Dougie/Sophie (Original Character)
Point of view: Sophie's (May change in future chapters)
Summary: When life finally decides to go right and you finally find love there's always something that destroys it and changes your life forever
Disclaimer: I do not own McFly, but the story and characters are all mine
Author's notes: This is my first fic, it's abit rubbish but I've had the idea for ages and I finally decided to write it. Hope you like it.
Chapter directory
Chapter 1 Page 1 Chapter 26 Page 21 Chapter 51 Page 44
Chapter 2 Page 1 Chapter 27 Page 21 Chapter 52 Page 45
Chapter 3 Page 1 Chapter 28 Page 22 Epliogue Page 46
Chapter 4 Page 2 Chapter 29 Page 23
Chapter 5 Page 3 Chapter 30 Page 24
Chapter 6 Page 3 Chapter 31 Page 25
Chapter 7 Page 4 Chapter 32 Page 26
Chapter 8 Page 5 Chapter 33 Page 26
Chapter 9 Page 5 Chapter 34 Page 27
Chapter 10 Page 6 Chapter 35 Page 28
Chapter 11 Page 7 Chapter 36 Page 30
Chapter 12 Page 8 Chapter 37 Page 31
Chapter 13 Page 9 Chapter 38 Page 32
Chapter 14 Page 10 Chapter 39 Page 32
Chapter 15 Page 12 Chapter 40 Page 33
Chapter 16 Page 13 Chapter 41 Page 34
Chapter 17 Page 13 Chapter 42 Page 35
Chapter 18 Page 14 Chapter 43 Page 36
Chapter 19 Page 15 Chapter 44 Page 37
Chapter 20 Page 16 Chapter 45 Page 38
Chapter 21 Page 16 Chapter 46 Page 39
Chapter 22 Page 17 Chapter 47 Page 40
Chapter 23 Page 18 Chapter 48 Page 42
Chapter 24 Page 19 Chapter 49 Page 43
Chapter 25 Page 20 Chapter 50 Page 43
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To say the weather was miserable would be an understatement; the sky looked like a messily mixed pallet of grey’s and blacks, whilst the rain pour ferociously against the dirty looking window of the train that I was currently sat on en route to London.
The train was packed with a mixture of different people; some snobby looking business men commuting to work busy talking on their blackberry’s, eating their breakfast, drinking their morning coffee whilst typing on their laptops. Whoever said men couldn’t multi-task obviously hadn’t seen the men in suits who thought they owned the world. In front of me were an amazingly annoying family – one of those families who looked picture perfect, with their children in matching outfits sitting quietly looking out the window how no realistic child would. They must have a week off school for half time like me and their parents were treating them to a day trip in the capital.
I on the other hand wasn’t visiting London for a day trip; I was going to support my best friend. Here I was sat on a train, with my iPod listening to Blink 182, wearing my comfiest Blink hoodie, skinnies, pumps and an oversized grey beanie. I was on my way to meet my crazy best friend Danny.
We met about two years ago on holiday in Crete; we hit it off straight away, our personalities just clicked. He was the out-going guy who never stopped smiling, always looked on the bright side of things and was never depressed. He had an immense passion for music and was inspired by greats such as Springsteen and the Who. He was never far from his acoustic guitar and was always singing or playing something. However I was the bass lover. From a young age I had wanted to play the instrument; I always thought there was something different about bassists. They never seemed to get as much exposure as the guitarists, but without a bass the song just wouldn’t sound right; it would lack everything a song needs to become epic. Whilst Danny enjoyed classic music I preferred to listen to more punk rock music; such as Blink. They were without a doubt my favourite band, they inspired me to do what I loved doing, they showed me that anyone can do what they are passionate about it if you just give it a go.
It always made me wonder how two such different people could understand each other so well. Danny knew me better than anyone; we could tell each other anything and he usually came to me for relationship advice. I had just gotten out of a 2 year relationship and wasn’t dealing with it so well, without Danny I would be a mess. He has helped me so much ringing me everyday just to see how I am and telling me rubbish jokes just to get me to laugh. He really is one in a million.
Now where was I before I decided to go into my life story...oh yes, I’m on my way to see Danny; him and his friend Tom who he met at an audition have been writing a lot of songs recently and him and Danny have been staying at a hotel in London. Today is the big day, they are auditioning for a bassist and a drummer; some record company people liked Tom when he auditioned for Busted and told him to carry on writing when he met Danny.
You might be wondering if I’m auditioning...well the answer would be no, I’m not. Danny wanted me to, he practically begged me to, I however didn’t think I was good enough no matter how many times Danny told me I was “one of the best bass players I’ve ever heard, especially for a girl” which would annoy me as I knew I was as good as any of the boys who played, if not better.
I just decided that I wanted to go to school and university and get a degree. Writing and psychology were my other two passions besides music and I really wanted to pursue one of them as a career and Danny understood which was one of the reasons I loved him so much; as long as I was happy he didn’t care what I did, he would always support my decisions.
Anyway I think the record company had an all boy band in mind. I had told Danny I would come down and see him and check out the bassists, he had insisted on me picking the most talented one and he wanted my expert choice on looks as well, I knew this trip was going to be good.When I arrived at the hotel where the auditions were taking place a grin immediately appeared on my face as I noticed my tall, dark haired, blue eyes best friend. I shouted him and he turned round a little too quickly and tripped over his own feet; he always was the clumsy one.
“Soph! Oh my gosh, I’m so glad you’re here, I was beginning to think you weren’t coming! How was the journey? Was it okay? You found everything fine? Didn’t have any troub-” He pulled me tightly into his arms and held me close, he picked me up and swung me around like on the cheesy romantic movies and it looked like he wasn’t about to let me go anytime soon. I cut him off, he always rambled when he was excited or nervous and today I think it was a mixture of the both.
“Dan, calm down, of course I was coming, I promised I would and you know I never break promises. I wouldn’t have missed it for the world! Yes I found everything okay and yes I’m fine, so can you please calm down and show me where Tom is I haven’t seen him in ages!” I pulled away slightly so that I could look at him properly, I hadn’t seen him this happy for ages.
“Yeah sure come on, he’s through here” I followed Danny through a set of double doors where I was met with a large open room with a two long tables at the back of it. Sat on chairs behind the tables with Starbucks in their hands was Tom and their manager Fletch.
“Thomas Fletcher are you gonna come and give me a hug or what?” I asked the lovely blonde hair guitarist with a grin on my face.“SOPHIE!” He screamed, ran and picked me up off the floor when he hugged me.
“Of course I am you idiot! I haven’t seen you in forever! How are you sweetie?” He asked me with that trademark smile and his cute dimple.
“I’m awesome thanks, how about you? Are you excited about today? I know I’ve missed you, I’m really glad Danny asked me to come.” He looked at me and smiled.
“I’m glad he did too, we spoke to Fletch and you’re on the judging panel!”
“I’M WHAT?” I almost shouted. To say I was shocked would be an understatement!
“Calm down Soph, we both know that you know bass better than either of us and we wanted you to have a say in who got the place in the band, it would really mean a lot to us especially me if you would do this.” Danny explained to me carefully. Of course I wanted to I was just shocked, I didn’t expect them to ask me to do this.
“Of course I will Dan that was just a shock” I laughed and Danny hugged me.“Thank you!” He looked at me and kissed my forehead, showing how protective he was of me.
“Right which one is my seat and where is Starbucks?” I felt really tired after the journey and was in need of a Starbucks to rejuvenate me.
“It’s right across the road Soph; do you want me to come with you?” Danny asked me thoughtfully.“No it’s okay, you need to be here, I’ll not be long I promise.”
“Okay well don’t be long and could you get me a chocolate muffin please, I’m starving!” I swear that boy never gets full!
“You’re always hungry Dan, yeah I will, I’ll see you soon”
With that I walked out of the room and out onto the street. Luckily the weather seemed to have improved slightly and the sun was beginning to show. To my surprise there was a lot more people here that I was expecting. I made a mental note to check some of them out when I came back. After queuing in Starbuck for what seemed like forever I finally made it out alive with a peppermint mocha frappacino. Mmm and it was good!
I slowly made my way back towards the room in the hotel when a boy outside caught my eye. He was sat outside the room behind about 50 people, sat on the floor with a bass guitar. I don’t know what it was about him, but he intrigued me. I stepped a bit closer and analysed what he was wearing; Adio trainers, three-quarter length trousers, a band tee and a Hurley hoodie. Wow. Then I looked up to his face, I couldn’t help but stare, he looked young about my age but he was absolutely gorgeous. He has an amazing jawbone that he hadn’t quite grown into yet, and amazingly beautiful blue eyes.
Wait? What? Eyes, oh god he caught me staring at him! This is not good! Say something intelligent!
“Erm, hi, I er was er just looking at your bass, nice Mark Hoppus signature. I’ve got one myself at home, a green one.” Okay so at least I said something slightly intelligent.
“Hi, oh thanks. Looks like you’re a Blink fan as well. Are you auditioning as well?” He asked me nicely, but I was distracted by his gorgeous lips and his stunning eyes. Did I mention this guy is gorgeous!
“Oh yeah I am, I love them. No I’m not; I’m here with one of my friends. Moral support and everything.” He smiled at me and I nearly melted on the spot.
“Oh right awesome, I’m really nervous” He was I could tell, his hands were shaking.
“You’ll be fine, don’t worry, what are you playing?”
“Don’t tell me it’s over by Blink” He said, his voice even more shaky at the prospect of actually playing.
“Awesome song, hard song as well, if you do it well you’re sure to impress them, not many people can play such an impressive song.” I assured him trying to calm his nerves as best I could knowing that if he played it with no mistakes he would definitely have a chance of getting in the band.
“Right well I best go, try not to be so nervous, you’ll be great, see you around.” I heard him say thank you and bye and I walked back into the room where Danny and Tom were bickering about some film or something.
It was going to be a very long day.
Comment anyone?
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch1 Pg 1
Really good.
I can't wait for more. :)
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch1 Pg 1
Ohh I like it.
This sounds really good.
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch1 Pg 1
Thank you guys!
I was worried no one was going to read it haha
i'm nearly done with the second chapter so i'll post it later hopefully
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As I remembered that day that was over 2 years ago my mind drifted to that certain gorgeous sandy blonde haired bass player who I just couldn’t seem to get out of my mind. I had learnt that his name was Dougie Poynter when he eventually came in to audition.
After hearing 2 hours of people who thought that they could actually play bass and couldn’t, we had started to think that all hope was lost. I however had the hope in the back of my mind that the shy boy with the awesome dress sense and bass was going to come in and blow us all away.
When he walked in, he looked even more nervous than before, he stared at his shoes and he was clearly still shaking. When he heard his name he looked up and his eyes instantly looked at me with a shocked expression.
I mouthed “you’ll be fine” to him, which actually seemed to calm him. He nodded in acknowledgement of his name and Tom proceeded to ask him what he would be playing.
“Don’t tell me it’s over by Blink 182” He replied with an extremely shaky voice. I smiled at him and caught his eyes, he looked petrified.
“Okay, awesome song, go for it.” Tom replied.
From then on Dougie Poynter was the bassist of the band McFly, who seemed destined for stardom.
Like I said that was 2 years ago, I haven’t really seen Danny much; he’s been too busy with the band doing tours and promotion. I’ve been to visit a few times for special occasions but that’s about it. I miss him a lot.
I’m also disappointed that after 2 years I still haven’t got to know Dougie properly. Of course we’ve spoken to each other and hung out but it was always with the others. Whenever I saw him I got butterflies in my stomach and my heart rate sped right up and I seemed to have the same effect on him, he was always very nervous around me.
However today was different. Today I was leaving home and moving to London to go to university. I’m so excited you wouldn’t believe and not just because I was moving out and going to uni but because my university was literally 5 minutes from when the guys lived and they were all helping me move in. I couldn’t wait to see Danny, but most of all I couldn’t wait to see those gorgeous eyes.
We arrived outside my halls, all my bags were in the back of my mum’s car, she was a bit emotional that “her baby was leaving her and moving away to London”.
I reassured her that Danny would look after me but she still worried about me. When I stepped out of the car all the guys were there with their girlfriends and I noticed that you were stood back slightly from them with your hands in your pockets look at me nervously. I smiled at you and you returned it before Danny pounced on me.
“SOPHIE! I can’t believe you’ve finally moved down here! Are you ready for your new life as a grown up?” He hugged me to his chest and kissed my forehead, he smiled at me and waited for my reaction.
“Erm yeah I guess. I’m a bit nervous, but I’m really excited. Can we all do something later to celebrate after I’ve got my stuff in my room?” I asked him hopefully. I wanted to see the guys and especially Dougie.
“Of course sweetie, we’ll help you with your stuff then we can go back to Tom’s, get a few drinks and catch up.” All the guys smiled at me and moved forward to hug me then grab a box. When you stepped forward you looked at me sheepishly and smiled. I grabbed your shoulder and pulled you in for a warm hug; standing on my tip-toes resting my face in your neck and inhaled your scent. You did the same with me. You smelt amazing; I really couldn’t wait to start my new life.~~~
Later that night we were all sat in Tom’s living room with beers chatting and laughing at mine and Danny’s stories from when we met on holiday. Tom was sat cuddled with his girlfriend Giovanna on one couch, with Danny and his new girlfriend Olivia sat next to him with his arm around her protectively. On the other couch was Harry and Izzy his girlfriend and on the floor was Me and Dougie.
We were all chatting comfortably, when Dougie got up to get everyone more beer, I offered to help him and he gladly accepted gently taking my hand and pulling me up from the floor.
“So are you enjoying yourself?” he asked me once out of earshot of everyone.
“Yeah, I’m having a great time, I’ve missed all of you loads” I replied blushing when he looked me right in the eye.
“We’ve missed you too.” He whispered to me and stepped closer. “I’m really excited about having you around, I sometimes feel like the odd one out.”
I looked at him; his eyes sparkled in the bright kitchen light looking even brighter than normal. If it was one thing I couldn’t resist it was bright blue eyes. They way he looked at me made me feel self conscious; as if he was trying to commit every line and crevice of my face to his memory.
“I’m really happy to be here.” I whispered back to him but when we heard loud voices asking where we had gotten to we decided we best get back to everyone. We grabbed 8 beers and returned to the living room where 6 eyes were watching us curiously. ~~~
A few hours later Me, Tom, Dougie and Danny were the only ones with our extremely tired eyes still barely open. I glanced at the clock whilst sitting up to stretch the kinks out of my back and let out an enormous yawn.
“Guys I think we should all go to bed, it’s almost 1am.” I whispered while yawning so that i didn’t wake up the girls and Harry.
We all agreed it was time for bed and woke Harry up quietly so that they guys could carry their girls to bed. I announced it was time for me to head back to halls.
“Okay guys I’ll see you tomorrow, I’m gonna head home now.” As I said this two pairs of bright blue eyes looked at me like I had just suggested murdering someone.
“Uh Uh I don’t think so, there’s absolutely no way you’re going home at this time Soph, you can kip with Doug can’t she Doug? I would offer to let you stay at mine but Liv’s here, sorry sweetie, you don’t mind do you?” Danny looked at me sweetly thinking I would be annoyed at him for me not being able to stay.
“Yeah sure she can I don’t mind, I’ll sleep on the couch.” Dougie is so sweet but there is no way I would kick him out of his own bed.
“Thanks Dougs but I can’t kick you out of your bed that’s not fair; I’ll sleep on the couch, its fine honestly guys.”
“Don’t worry Soph I don’t mind having the couch, it wouldn’t be fair to ask you to sleep on the couch.” He glanced at me for a second before diverting his eyes and looking at his shoes. He’s making it very hard for me to not loose myself around him when he’s god damn sweet all the time.
“Right well I’ll leave you two to sort this out, I best get Olivia home. See you in the morning guys.” With that Danny hugged and kissed me on the forehead and patted Dougie on the shoulder saying good night.
When he left there was an awkward silence around us, I didn’t know whether to ask for a duvet for the sofa or not. Instead he broke the silence announcing he was going to find me something to sleep in. I hadn’t been this nervous around a guy in a long time. I had butterflies in my stomach and I honestly don’t know how this night is going to end, all I knew was that I loved being around him and I hoped that he maybe felt the same way.
Readers?
Comments would make me really happy
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch2 Pg 1
Glad that Sophie gets to be near the boys. :)
Aw this is really good! :D
write more plws. :)
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While Dougie was in his room I sat on the sofa debating with myself what exactly I was going to say to him without sounding completely ridiculous. “Here you go; I figured you’d be more comfortable in some boxers and a tee. It’s an old one so it’s probably quite small.” He held out his clothes to me, which I noticed was an old Blink tee and some of his colourful boxers.
“Thanks. Erm have you got a duvet and a pillow I can use please?”
“No. You’re not having the sofa, I’ll sleep there, I don’t mind honestly.” Damn him being so sweet. Immediately an idea popped into my head and I couldn’t decide whether it would be a good suggestion or not. I decided to go with it; we clearly weren’t going to make a decision like this.
“Listen, we’re both adults why don’t we just share the bed, we aren’t going to agree on anything otherwise and I’m pretty tired so can we just go to bed please.” I asked him silently hoping that he would agree so I could be near him; he made me feel safe.
“Yeah sure, it actually makes more sense really,” he gently took my hand and led me towards his room. “Come on sleepy head.”
We both climbed into the bed after a small debate about which side we would each sleep on; him deciding on the left and me the right. We climbed under the covers, laying a safe distance away looking at each other.
He reached across and moved my fringe out of my eyes and whispered a quiet “night” to me before closing his eyes. My eyes involuntarily closed at his soft touch on my face and let out a small sigh before whispering goodnight back to him and falling into a peaceful slumber.
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He seemed like such a nice guy but I guess looks can be deceiving. The way he looked at me gave me shivers, but not those of the pleasurable kind. The night had started out nicely; he took me to a nice restaurant which I wasn’t used to, this being my first date, he paid for everything, held my chair out for me and even offered to drive me home, like a perfect gentlemen.
However it was when we arrived outside my house I realised that he wasn’t a gentlemen and that he wasn’t going to treat me like a lady. He reached over and roughly grabbed my shoulders and tried to kiss me. I immediately pulled away knowing this was something that I really didn’t want. I told him calmly to get off hoping he would take the hint, however when he didn’t, it took all my strength to push him off me.
He roughly grabbed me again and whispered disgustingly in my ear “I know you want it baby, don’t fight it”, I tried once again to fight him off and this time I was successful. After quickly jumping out of the car and running to my door, he ran after me and grabbed me by the waist after noticing that there was no one else in the house.
“All alone baby...just how I wanted it, now we won’t be disturbed.” His breath on my neck made me want to be physically sick, he smelt of alcohol and I knew from his eyes that that wasn’t the only substance he has used that night. He roughly pushed me inside the house, ripped the keys from my grasp and locked me inside. Instantly I knew there was no escape.
I shot bolt upright in bed, drenched with sweat, breathing deeper and deeper with every breath trying to regain my composure. The body next to me who was sleeping soundly until my rude awakening shot to my side immediately.
“Shh...shhh...sweetie calm down. Calm down. What happened? What wrong?” He looked me in the eyes worriedly and as soon as I saw the look in his eyes my emotions took over and tears spilled from my eyes rapidly.
I couldn’t speak. For starters I didn’t know what to say. No one and I mean no one knew about what happened that night, not even Danny. He would kill me for not telling him, we never kept anything from each other. But the fact of the matter was nothing could change what happened and I’ve learned to deal with that. He would only get angry and upset and his band needed him to be the happy, bubbly personality that made up one quarter of McFly.
I knew that he would eventually find out but I hoped it would be someday in the future when I could finally tell myself that I had come to terms with it, it was all over and the nightmares were something of the past.
The nightmares came frequently, mostly at the most inappropriate times, exactly like this. Dougie looked at me shocked, not knowing what to say and quite clearly confused as to what had upset me so much in my dreams.
He held me in my arms realising that I wasn’t going to release any information as to the situation anytime soon, and for that I was glad. I knew deep down that I needed to talk about it to someone; to let out all my tears and anger but I didn’t know if I was quite ready to admit to anyone what had happened.
“I’m okay, I’m so sorry for waking you up, it was just a nightmare. I’m being stupid, I’m sorry.” I didn’t know what else to say; maybe I could convince him that it was just some silly nightmare that had scared me.
“Stop apologising it’s okay. I just don’t want you to be upset or scared. You know you can tell me anything, I would never judge you. Ever. I just want you to be okay, I hate seeing you like this.” He looked at my sympathetically, but I didn’t want his sympathy I just wanted him to hold me and make all my fears disappear.
“I...I ca..can’t. I’m not ready yet. I’m not ready to talk about it yet. Can you just hold me please?” I was afraid that the tears were going to begin again; I knew that I wasn’t ready to talk about it, but I would be soon. I just had to learn to trust myself and Dougie.
He accepted what I said without question and for that I was grateful. He pulled me into his arms; resting my head in the crook of his neck and breathed in his scent. He smelt so good it comforted me. I felt so protected in his arms and I knew that he could take away all my fears. I knew I could tell him anything and it was just a matter of time before my secret came out.
He pulled me closer and kissed my forehead protectively. In that moment I knew that this guy was going to change my life.
Any readers?
comments would make my day x
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch2 Pg 1
I love it! Dougie is so sweet :)
Can't wait for more!
So Here's another song for the radio
And Here's another line from the heart
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch2 Pg 1
Thank you :)
i'll be writing more later
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Re: Your Eyes Are The Brightest Of All The Colours (New Dougie Fic) Ch2 Pg 1
Two amazing adds.
I love the way the two of them are and how sweet they are together.
I'm surprised none of the guys have passed comment yet.
But Dougie holding her was toally an awww moment.
More soon i hope!
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