Auditions – The Journey Back Home

Hello, its nice to see you here. I’m Suraya.

This is my second attempt to try and post another fiction on this board, and it’s something different from what I usually write. I’m kind of nervous posting this actually, ‘cause I’m afraid its not your usual fluffiness or romance, or rom-com, as they like to call it. But I hope you’re interested in it (:

Anyway, enough of my ramblings and lets get on with the audition information, yeah?

This is a Dougie fiction,
but the other boys are of important too.

Summary: On the journey to find himself, he meets a few accepting strangers and their willingness to help him discover his true self. But who is the beautiful stranger that haunts his nightmare every now and then?

I’m not posting parts, and I’ll try to include all of you! (:

If you’ve read all of this, please put 'And at red lights we press our lips together', thanks a bunch!

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Teaser:

His mind goes into frenzy as he realizes the familiar pitch black surrounds him, again. He knows he should worry because this has constantly been going on for a while, but he can’t help himself. He is aware of the immoral situation; the little white rolled up paper that unceasingly sits between his pink lips, the momentary fleeting trance that follows after and the bittersweet darkness that swallows his sanity. But darkness is relative to each person, and he when he finds that the darkness is something he takes comfort in, he’s not going to waste a perfectly good thing.

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Note: CLOSED!

Lets get down to business

Hello m’dear! I’m Suraya, what’s your name?
Wooh, that’s lovely (: And your friends call you…
Hmm, I don’t like asking about age, as it is not relevant to the fic. But out of curiosity, how old are you?
Hahah, you do know I’m going to change your age to suit the characters in this fic, that alright?
Good (:

We should know each other better, but you first. Tell me a bit about yourself?
Hmm, interesting character you are there!
So, if I ask you what makes you unique from others? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re unique or not, just tell me what’s most endearing about you (:
I hate to ask this, but what the aspect you least like about yourself?

Describe how you look.
Wooh we have a gorgeous person right here!
Hmm, not that I don’t believe you, but care to show me any pictures of you?
I’m jealous to tears (:

What’s your opinion about life in general?
Say, how far would you go to change your life if you’re not happy with where you are right now?
Are you an optimistic person?
Hahah, I think that’s enough. I don’t want to ruin any surprises! (:

Everybody’s favorite part…(((:
Your favorite boy. Tell me what you most like about him.
Second:
Third:
Fourth:
Ahh, they’re a bunch of nice young men, aren’t they?
Favorite non-Mcfly boy? (Only one)

Recommend me a…
-Song:
-Band/Artist:
-Book:
-Film

Anything else?
Woosh, that’s everything then ((:
Thank you oodles. I appreciate you taking your time and filling out this form.

my auditions up (:

 Hello m’dear! I’m Suraya, what’s your name? My names Sian
Wooh, that’s lovely (: And your friends call you… Elliot sometimes. also missdaey and toots
Hmm, I don’t like asking about age, as it is not relevant to the fic. But out of curiosity, how old are you? 16
Hahah, you do know I’m going to change your age to suit the characters in this fic, that alright? yh  sure
Good (:

We should know each other better, but you first. Tell me a bit about yourself? im sian, capricorn, 6 ft, blonde hair blue eyes curvy... and random
Hmm, interesting character you are there! yep
So, if I ask you what makes you unique from others? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re unique or not, just tell me what’s most endearing about you (:

my way of dealing with situations.... idk how...
I hate to ask this, but what the aspect you least like about yourself?

the aspect of trying to be someone im not

Describe how you look.  I have Blonde Hair, with a Chocolate Brown Line through the middle underneath. Sometimes wear Blonde Extensions if and when they want to stay in. I'm just under 6 ft, I'm freakin tall. I'm curvy, did have a tum on me BUT its going!! WOOHOO, though my boobs are stayin in place. I have Blue eye. Rearly wear lots of makeup, but I like making my eyes stand out with black eyeliner.


Wooh we have a gorgeous person right here!  yeah right.. im ugly
Hmm, not that I don’t believe you, but care to show me any pictures of you?

I’m jealous to tears (:

What’s your opinion about life in general? live life to the full. and take each day as it comes
Say, how far would you go to change your life if you’re not happy with where you are right now? im happy with where i am right now. i wouldnt change my life
Are you an optimistic person? very optimistic
Hahah, I think that’s enough. I don’t want to ruin any surprises! (:

Everybody’s favorite part…(((:
Your favorite boy. Tell me what you most like about him. Danny Jones - he is completely random. and our personalities are alike
Second: dougie -
Third: tom -
Fourth: harry -

i have a mixed personality of all 4 of them!! OMG!! IM WEIRD and ugly..
Ahh, they’re a bunch of nice young men, aren’t they? damn straight
Favorite non-Mcfly boy? (Only one) oohh. chris brown

Recommend me a…
-Song: iris - Goo Goo Dolls
-Band/Artist: 30stm
-Book: dont read em
-Film: The Simpsons Moive

Anything else?

i love you so much  and  And at red lights we press our lips together'
Woosh, that’s everything then ((:
Thank you oodles. I appreciate you taking your time and filling out this form.

welcome xx 

Seeing these auditions has made my day :)
I'll be back soon with the form
ily xxx

Eeek Su! Seeing this just made my heart beat 1000 times faster :P
So my audition should appear here soon <3
Woop! for the new fic!

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EDIT:

Lets get down to business
yeah, lets (;

Hello m’dear! I’m Suraya, what’s your name?
Ahhh Su my dear.I do hope you know it by now. Actually no...I know you know it by now :D
Maarit
Wooh, that’s lovely (: And your friends call you…
Well..mainly Mars. Or Mars Bars.
Hmm, I don’t like asking about age, as it is not relevant to the fic. But out of curiosity, how old are you?
I'm nineteeno me. Nineteeno and a halfo (:
Hahah, you do know I’m going to change your age to suit the characters in this fic, that alright?
Alrighty!
Good (:

We should know each other better, but you first. Tell me a bit about yourself?
Honestly, I get annoyed with people very easily. Often I just suck it up and don't let it show. Even on this forum when I sometimes read some posts people write, I think "WTF!?" but I just stay clear of ptople I don't like as I don't like being bitchy. If someone was badmouthing me I'd probably say something back though. I'm told that I may look like a quiet girl but when I get mad, that means I really get mad and won't hold back.
Okay, enough about the bad stuff about me haha.
I'm quite bubbly and out-going. Sometimes I feel like I have two different poeple living inside of me. One who wants to go out and party all night long and another one who wants to stay home, watch sappy movie and eat ice-cream. So I compromise and do both as much as I can lol. I usually don't drink alcohol as I feel really sick afterwards but sometime I jut need to let loose and drink. It's good cause after drinking I don't wanna do it again for at least 4 or 5 months lol. I can be quite sarcastic and by that hurt people around me but it's just something they have to get used to. I mean, I'm not gonna change myself for others, they should like me as I am.
I love laughing, I laugh and smile alll the time. Or at least as much as I possibly can. Although I can get annoyed with people very easily I often refuse to see bad in people. Especially the ones who I think of as my friends. I guess that's why I've been hurt so many times..and thanks to that I have a problem with trusting new people. I takes a lot of time for me to open up...
Hmm, interesting character you are there!
*squeals* you really think so?
lol.
So, if I ask you what makes you unique from others? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re unique or not, just tell me what’s most endearing about you (:
I think maybe the fact that people always turn tome when they're in trouble on they need help? They know I'll help as much asI can. It doesn't matter if they call me cause they need someone to talk to or some other reasons. I always try to be there for my friends. And listen to them.  
I hate to ask this, but what the aspect you least like about yourself?
Hmm..my imaptience is one of them I think. I know it can piss a lot of people off and sometimes even myself. But I can't help it. And the fact that I get annoyed so easily is pretty bad too. My friends are used to it though and let me vent as much as necessary and they calm me down (:

Describe how you look.
I have longish naturally brown hair. And naturally curly. I hate my hair tbh lol. I've never dyed my hair either.
Eyes are a bit weird. It's like a mix of blue, grey and green. So it's very difficult to tell the exact color. So whatever colour you like best really :D
I'm about 5'5 I think. Not sure. Curvy.
Big smile and big eyes. And I have a beaut mark next to my right eye. I absolutely love it. People say I should get it removed but as if I would do it. I love it too much lol.
Wooh we have a gorgeous person right here!
Oh Su!
*blushes*
Hmm, not that I don’t believe you, but care to show me any pictures of you?
You've seen a picture of me..but here's one.
Cover your eyes.
I realy hate pictures of myself, sorry :D

I’m jealous to tears (:
Whyyyyyyy? :O

What’s your opinion about life in general?
Ohhh what an interesting question. I think life is full of suprises. I think everone has a destiny, or at least something is decided the moment you born into this world and everything happens for a reason, cause it was just supposed to happen, you know what I mean? lol. It's hard to explain. I also think that bad things just have to happen in life cause they make you stronger and a better person. They happen so you could learn from your mistakes and make your future brighter and better.
Overall I think life is worth living.
Say, how far would you go to change your life if you’re not happy with where you are right now?
I'm very happy with my life atm actually. I'm happy here, in present and wouldn't change anything in the past. Really. Maybe the only thing I would change was not being so bitchy tomy best friend. Well we weren't best friends back then. I didn't know her, simple as that. And cause of that I wasn't exactly nice toher. But after I got to know her I have to say I can't imagine my life without her and she's my bet friendin the whole universe! And come to think of it, maybe if I wasn't so bad to her in the beginning we wouldn't be friends now...
So basically, I wouldn't chnage my past or my present and I'm sure that whatever happens in the future is supposed to happen. I wouldn't do anything extreme to change it. I just take a day at a time and see what life has to offer.
Are you an optimistic person?
I can be. Sometimes. And at the same time I can be very pessimistic too. I guess it depends on the subjects. Often it's like...I try to look optimistic to others and assure them that everything's okay, but inside I feel pessimistic..you know what I mean?
I find it really hard to explain things today :/
Hahah, I think that’s enough. I don’t want to ruin any surprises! (:
Eeeeek! I love surprises :P

Everybody’s favorite part…(((:
Absolutely (;
Your favorite boy. Tell me what you most like about him.
I wonder who it is, right? :D

And why?
Are you seriously asking me that!? lol. First, he's just toooo gorgous for words! His voice gives me goosebumps every time I hear it. Secondly, his smile has to be the most beautiful smile ever! Thirdly, he has blue eyes! I mean, think about it! Blue eyes! I jut love blue eyes lol. Then there's the fact that he plays the guitar. How can you not like the fact that he plays it. I think boys with guitars are seriously hot! And don't you just think he has the most awesome personality ever! He's bubbly, crazy, friendly, bubbly and knows what he wants in life. His sense of humor is classic and has me in stiches all the time.
Yeah basically I think he's just perfect.
*sigh*
Second:
Tom aka Dimple

Third:
Dougie aka Lizard & Harry aka Cheekbones share that place.
none of them wants to be last.
Ahh, they’re a bunch of nice young men, aren’t they?
They really are (:
Favorite non-Mcfly boy? (Only one)
Robbbbeeerrrrttttt!


Recommend me a…
-Song:
Have a nice day - Stereophonics
-Band/Artist:
Well..Stereophonics :D
-Book:
Ahh well now that's a tough one.
For light reading, The Shopaholic one maybe.
-Film
Crash

Anything else?
I love you <3
Woosh, that’s everything then ((:
I guess (:
Thank you oodles. I appreciate you taking your time and filling out this form.
No problemo Su. Was my pleasure!

*And at red lights we press our lips together*

Lets get down to business

Hello m’dear! I’m Suraya, what’s your name? Seriously, if you don’t know that by now then I'm ashamed of you! :p

It's Sophie my love

Wooh, that’s lovely (: And your friends call you… Sophie generally, or Soph, I've never had any cool nicknames :(

Hmm, I don’t like asking about age, as it is not relevant to the fic. But out of curiosity, how old are you? Nineteen years, 6 months, 1 day and about 16 hours :p

Hahah, you do know I’m going to change your age to suit the characters in this fic, that alright? Of course!

Good (:

We should know each other better, but you first. Tell me a bit about yourself? I'm an idealist and a perfectionist; you know the phrase 'it's my way or the highway'? That pretty much sums up my opinion on life! I'm a complete believer in the fact that if you want something done right, you've gotta do it yourself!

I'm totally determined and ambitious, if I want something there ain't nothing in this world that is going to stop me from getting it.

I'm a very disorganised person, but I like to think of it as more organised chaos than mess! My room may look as though it's been hit by a bomb, but I know exactly where everything is and if anyone tidies it, I'll be lost until I mess it all up again!

I'm pretty shy with new people, for about 2 seconds, and then you'll never stop me, I'm always hyper and I have far too much energy for my own good. I love meeting new people and trying new things. I think there's no way to know if you like something or not until you've tried it at least once!

My friends and family mean the world to me and I will do anything for them. God help anyone who hurts someone close to me, they will feel my wrath sooner or later!

I've been told there's never a dull moment having me around. I hate silences so I'm always finding something stupid to say to get the conversation going again. I'm the same when people around me are arguing; I usually act childish and pull stupid faces until they can't argue anymore because they're laughing so much.

It takes a lot to get me down as I'm usually a very happy person however I can get hurt quite easily. I take things people say to heart and overanalyse things that have been said, yet I won't show that I'm hurting. I'm not good at talking about my true feelings and only a select few of my friends truly know what's going on in my head most of the time.

I love flirting and tall guys, hugs and kisses, M&M's and milkshakes, driving and fast cars. Playing my violin helps me relax and I love to write. I can fit 28 haribo sweets into my mouth before I start feeling sick and I'm an expert at having giggle fits.

Hmm, interesting character you are there! Yeah, interesting would be the right word… :p

So, if I ask you what makes you unique from others? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re unique or not, just tell me what’s most endearing about you (: I'm hyper, like pretty much all the time. I don’t know if you'd call that endearing but hey, it's what you get when you're friends with me! I hate seeing people down so I put all my energy into making them happy :)

I hate to ask this, but what the aspect you least like about yourself? The fact that I can always make others happy but I'm never satisfied with myself.

Describe how you look. Well… I'm pretty short only like 5'4" or something but I love it so you should too, means I can still wear heels and not be taller then any guys

Ive got hazel eyes that are more green than brown but are rubbish at seeing things unless I have glasses on or my lenses in.

My hair is brown and naturally wavy although I will either straighten or curl it coz I hat how it looks normally!

I'm pretty slim but I do have curves in all the right places

Wooh we have a gorgeous person right here!

Hmm, not that I don’t believe you, but care to show me any pictures of you? Of course, I love posing for pictures :p

I’m jealous to tears (: Oh hush woman!

What’s your opinion about life in general? Life is what you make it, if you aren't happy with something then change it. Life's too short to do anything you don’t like.

Say, how far would you go to change your life if you’re not happy with where you are right now? As far as it takes to make me happy. I would literally go to the ends of the earth to find something I truly enjoyed.

Are you an optimistic person? Usually yes, at the moment, not so much

Hahah, I think that’s enough. I don’t want to ruin any surprises! (:

Everybody’s favorite part…(((:

Your favorite boy. Tell me what you most like about him. Dougie. But you blatantly knew that already :p

To start with, I just want to lick his jawline, and that tattoo does things to me…

*shivers*

I love the filth that comes out his mouth

And the fact he looks like he'd be good in bed

I love his energy on stage, see above note

His down to earth nature is awesome and I love the fact he never takes things too seriously

Second: Tom, it's the hair and the dimple that gets me!

Third: Danny, that accent *melts*

Fourth: Harry, it can't be just me that thinks of kissing him whenever they see his lips :p

Ahh, they’re a bunch of nice young men, aren’t they? Indeed they are!

Favorite non-Mcfly boy? (Only one) Robert Pattinson

Yum.

Recommend me a…

-Song: Iris – The Goo Goo Dolls

-Band/Artist: The Script

-Book: The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night Time – Mark Haddon

-Film: Wimbledon

Anything else? Don't think so… Just that I love you for finally posting these auditions!!

Woosh, that’s everything then ((:

Thank you oodles. I appreciate you taking your time and filling out this form.

'And at red lights we press our lips together'

I was about to apologise for the picture of Rob being so big
But heck, it's a hot picture so I'm not going to bother! :p

I care a lot about what people say and pretty much always put people’s feelings and thoughts before my own. And I also live after the motto “Treat people the way you like to be treated”. It’s only fair right?  
Hmm, interesting character you are there!
Thanks... I guess. Hopefully it’s a good thing
So, if I ask you what makes you unique from others? It doesn’t matter if you think you’re unique or not, just tell me what’s most endearing about you (:
Gosh Su, I don’t know. Ehm, I might be unique cuz I always give everyone a chance and not trying to judge before I know someone well enough.
I hate to ask this, but what the aspect you least like about yourself?
I can be rather manipulative and take things for granted at times

Describe how you look.
I’m 5’8-5’9 with blonde hair that passes my shoulders and a side fringe. I have blue eyes with freckles covering my cheeks. I’m rather curvy
Wooh we have a gorgeous person right here!
*blushes* Why thank you
Hmm, not that I don’t believe you, but care to show me any pictures of you?

I’m jealous to tears (:

What’s your opinion about life in general?
To live it to the fullest and take every day as it comes. It’s a precious thing that doesn’t last for an eternity
Say, how far would you go to change your life if you’re not happy with where you are right now?
I would do whatever’s possible. Happiness is important and I wouldn’t want to live in misery, so I would do whatever it takes J
Are you an optimistic person?
At times, not always I have to be honest. I’m a bit of a pessimist
Hahah, I think that’s enough. I don’t want to ruin any surprises! (:
Noooo, carry on

Everybody’s favorite part…(((:
*rubs hands together in delight*
Your favorite boy. Tell me what you most like about him.
*sighs* Danny Jones...

James Franco <33333

OMG! IT*S HUGE!
Sorry Su :S

And at red lights we press our lips together